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Today was a very long day...

2day was the 2nd day of camp peserta but it wasn't as hectic as last year camp. This year though less people but the whole progression was a relax one. All we have is time.... We have got so much of time that none of the tcher is willing to lose their patience.... yet. 

2 pieces of dance is completed. 2more have just started 2day... It's quite regrettable for me that i will not be selected to dance partnering. I am not in the right size and there ain't lotta guys that could support my weight. And definitely I am not stable enough to support my partner. This year, alotta props added into the dance. 2 dances from Bangi groups involve cloths... handkerchief...if you must say... A slightly traditional piece during a marriage celebration. Another one will be the finale piece, where we will use ribbon. Wah.... another new technique... 

KTSN groups will be playing around with cloth too...bigger soft cloth and chair.... my god... i love the the chair dance. Well, not the one in your mind now... not a hot dance. In fact, a very emotional dancing... Imagine that! Exciting huh....come Watch us in action on 10/10/10....

Interesting date

2day ain't alot of fun... apart form PT dancing, i was back to room feeling terribly achie and tired. Was scared by monkey again. This time 3 altogether munching a book of bread. Since i was almost half eye-closed while coming down the stairs for a laundry job, i suddenly heard snaring... so loud that i was shocked to see them all starring and i was just 2meters away from 'em. 

Stupid red buttocked mammals. Real STUPID. 

Was bullied by the machine again... hopeless laundry job. Waste money. I rather wash myself than a machine that do not know how to spin n dry. Had a terrible nightmare while i was napping. It was me collecting my clothes form the machine. Flooding in ground floor due heavy rain pour. Lame. Then, i went to collect my clothes, yes... just like indication, intuition or premonition whatever -tion, all my clothes was left wet in the machine.... ARGHHHH.... 

The dream continue with me feeling mad. And when i collected the clothes, i saw maggots and dirty sandy water in my pail. Shocked n scared (Must be the monkey effect), i ran up with such huge effort cuz the pail was heavy. I reached my room, but i didn't see my roomie. I saw my bunch of PT dancers and i wasn't still aware I was dreaming. There, i yacked and screamed and bla bla bla....

And suddenly i woke up feeling really fucked up.... Stupid Dream....

Very Funny huh.... Must you come when i most needed sleep... 

One assignment got on my nerves... Whatever i did today were simply not smooth and i was so mad i think i scare my roomie.Sigh...paiseh la.

I finally watch Jia Wei in One Million Star...She sounded amazing... tho she really could be even better than this. But dammit.... who cares. She blown Taiwanese away.... NewTune Glory

Must Watch This

SIGH

A lot of things happen these few days

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1st of all, as I have been yacking for the past few days, I got my RIGHT arm twisted. It was so pain that every movement in my typical daily life was effected. 

 I got better during a rest at hometown. Happie to c my dear dear =)

Monday was a happie day. My proposal presentation was very smooth and both my supervisor came to my aid. I am glad to have them as my guiders.

Once it got better yesterday, I fell down on the road while I was rushing to Narimah class. I chose to came down at FEP bus stop and though I was still sleepy and you might accused me of being blur as always, there was a hole of a BATA size I did not see on the walkway and I stepped into it. I dunnoe why on earth that hole could be that deep. I wasn't sure whether the hole was already there when I fell or that the Bata collapse once i step onto it.

Whatever FUCK it was, the 1st thing I thought to myself was.... Did anyone see it....I mean did anyone i care see it.... Damn. Yes... Then i was like, Can i get up? I can't injured myself...I need to dance still....there is no time to rest. Great.... once i walked to a certain distance nearer to my class, I saw my friend and i asked her help. I exposed the jeans on both of my legs and damn, RIGHT leg was quite seriously bruised. 

Before the class finish, Pumpkin asked me about Zhong chi, my PT junior. She told me he suicided in this morning at his own kolej. I was shocked and I barely able to believe what I heard. He was such nice guy and we got close in this one month we shared in practices. Ah long called to confirm the case and i just burst.... 

Somehow the physical pain wasn't greater than the heartache I felt. I dun understand why would he choose this way... How could you be so selfish? What is that big matter that you must be so depressed and end your life? I could have die over 100 times if i were you... I am angry...really.... is all because I care for you... I miss you....

When I was in PK, I bump to their break time... what in a world! Kecemasan got break time?? I was told if the injury no big deal, then you gotta wait... I was like, If you think this isn't serious... 

while exposing my legs... Then she do something... The lazy doctor passed by and did layan me after the nurse helped me awhile. He did say something about the case. Zhong chi was sent to PK and he was already dead. His arm was broken, swollen. Watery bubbles came out from his mouth. OMG.... Y told me the details.... 

Luckily, after all these miserable stuff happened, Siewin was with me all the while. We went K as planned as I wasn't in much pain... physically. YET! We broke our record singing 4 times Gemilang... well the purpose to go K was to yell.  Thanks babe...

Back time.... Li ying find me chat.... Was comforting me cuz she knew i was disturbed by the sad news. She reminded me that I have to take care my physical.... cuz  

7days continuous PT dancing 

 starting 2morrow... Walao eh... Shit... I wasn't aware of it tim.... gao meng a... Can i selfishly wish for something?

 

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I wish he is still alive... Well, that wouldn't happen rite.... 

Then can I wish that my leg could recover by tomorrow or maintain no pain while I dance tomorrow??

Damn

Twisted my right arm.....

Fucking pain..... 

1st injury this year in dancing....

Wat to do la..... 

Du Lan lo.... 

Luan-luan lai during warm up lo.... Dai sei de....

 

YOR.... i rather have my skin peel off or certain place bruised than muscles twitched.... 

Pain dao.... How to dance 2morrow.....

Damn JC.... DAMN

Recently.....

So not free..... While waiting my laundry work to settle, I am now spared 30min b4 I start to work on my proposal n assignments....

Let's recall what happened b4 all these things crashes one another.

1st was NewTune Intro concert....DONE.

2nd was Trial Field work at UPM....DONE

3rd was PT dancing audition although i was damn sure i confirm kena de.... ego...oops. 

CONFIDENCE lai

4th was some lab works.... 

this is Heratemis Walker....female. My subjects

This belong to the subfamily Ichneumonidae. My fav~

5th was procrastination....

6th was procrastination.... untill.....

"dancing practices on Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday"

"Samba clashed PT.... need to drop"

"proposal presentation is on next week... Y inform last min again? What format? What needed? Proposal yet to do wo.... how to present? Field work based de Thesis is hard leh!!!!"

"Assignments are like last sem.... one after another...."

SIGH....  I am not made to deal with stress.... tho at times i rather am this busy than to have holiday...

Artistic people tend to do work in a relax way... mood lai mai on lo~

Recent news....

 Officially as PT dancer, AGAIN... I was so eager until I realize that i could sabotage my studies n health

Fac nite on 15th august...

Facts you might wanna noe>>>>>

> The venue was on Oriental Crystal hotel

> I urged all seniors to go earlier but my geng was the latest arrivals other than old price.... sorrie for the inconvenience tho

> I wore a slight deep V gaun...i said SLIGHT which i really like

> Some overdosed adrenalin guys junior scared me....sketch super funny!

> Dancing time sortta lack of moment but when slow song came, i cried. Damn Joanne.... Looked so fine, make up not water proof jiu tahan la.... Sudden flash back of memories and the thought of leaving my course mates made me tear pores burst.

Super old de king

> I love my juniors too....

> My selection of committee did a great job considering my king has worked his fingers to the bones.

 Old king lo Ivan =)

> My fav candidate became KING...yay... I wasn't the judge but i was just next to the him... well, I ada influence still.... haha. He is good, seriously~

 New king n his partner

> Lack photos.... the night was pretty rush towards the end...

That's it.... time to collect clothes.... then gotta recharge caffeine intake n work!!!

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Aiiiiii.... i missed many movies dy

lovin u.....

Seniors convocation.....

Wow... 1st time experience convocation!.... 

Damn! Hot dao.... and too many people at one time. It was fun in a way tho. Everywhere you turn, you bump to someone familiar. I like the hide and seek game most....=/ With my height, great perfecto eyes sight wouldn't come in handy. With seniors hands full with toys n flowers, calling would be a waste of time... unless he/she has someone to be her slave for a day. I'm glad i did my job as a junior to my favourite seniors...

New Tune de~

Pesta Tanglung Dancers~

Biologists~

and some others too... 

Will miss you guys so much... I'm glad that some would still be around here during my 3rd year journey. I really don't like the feeling of being the eldest in uni... Well, dun expect me to be mature tho... stressful a~

memorable posts

Over 300++ birthday wishes spammed my Facebook wall....

And many were long posts which i truly appreciate as they showed not just a gesture of wishes but also sincerity. I remembered being on the same spot, hands on lappy and arms feeling numbed, replying each messages i received. I felt such pleasure knowing that I am so loved by my friends here. Especially those that made a great impact in my journey along these few years of life in UKM.

Nobody ever mind having more friend than they needed. Never will you see a person complaining that he is having too many friends.

Still, i believe in the fact that a few best friends is better than you having hundreds over so-called friends. To me, i am thankful to find more than just few.

There are a few sweet post that i would like to share....

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Wow... sound so happy wif the latest posting...May u alwyz be so hapi all the time...Hapi birthday, my dear frd!! Hope yr singing n dancing skills will improve further in no time...

Happy birthday!!!!!!!! ♥.♥ wish u more and more pretty and then more and more ppl chase and then more and more younger and then fast fast 3.X and then......XD  

>I asked a daring question over the post... I'm glad I did. But I don't see myself ached about it~

Hey, though u are hiao girl, but today i'll treat u as a growing princess. With ur awesome voice, hope that u will be able to gain successful life.. Ehm, maybe as a professional singer. Happy birthday joanne.. And hav a happy future from now on..Sorry late ah.. Indon just reach 12am.. Haha..

> this post makes me sniffed and touched~

ei.. happy birthday. continue singing jazz, i love the voice of yours.

happy bday 2 u too...saje u kan..nak kongsi bday sama dengan I...hehehe...

hey dear, happy birthday!! wish u always 38, crazy, funny, and healthy!! let's rock the stage this year ok??? =) have fun!

Hey girl... Happy b'day ya... ^^... May you have a sweet 21+1... Stay happy always... And of course, hope you can be a singer someday... =)

hi, joanne.. happie birthday ya...wish u all the best in everything... keep healthy, pretty, n friendly ya.. ^^

hapy bufday oo...sing mor nice song to us...wahaha...

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I like being acknowledged and the fact that the friends of mine saw, learned and care of what I have been through and things that i have achieved makes me feel great. 

You guys are marvelous.... 

With your existence, my life is enriched and with your presence, my life is ever joyful... 

So, for the very last time, for this moment, thanks much for every lil thing that enlighted my big day. 

 

I miss yesterdays, appreciate todays, and always yearning for

better tommorows. 

 

 

 

3th of August

OMG

OMG

You guys reminded me of my F6 big birthday bash....

1st of all, you guys made the right guy played a perfect role. He was asked to fetch me and was late 15min according to the time i was told by Chin Fang. I was sorta pissed. I always believe nobody should ever keep anyone waiting for his presence, obviously, never the bday gal. Eventually he arrived.

He received a call and I interpreted it as Yin Fong call, and she was complaining that he was late. I was like 'Right, now u kept the other 3 Za'ba gals waiting'. He then told me to wait him for awhile as he need to send some stuff to FST for a friend.

Yes, he was holding a book! Damn you Jason!

You are so good!!!

He asked me to come down and wait him outside. So i did. I never really question people intention as I always choose to thrust. As I waited, I was half way thinking to myself, how my birthday has been going....

Class~ Sorting Braconidae in lab~ then going Bday dinner.... Hmm...

And I discovered a dead kitten at the side of the road in front of Bio building! Heartache tim =(

Then Jason called. "Eh, can you come down to help me carry some stuff?"
I heard some laughing voices at the back ground conversation.

Damn!!! Arghh....not again!!!!!!!!! You just never learn to be better than NOBITA...

(Piggy head gal)

There, my mind start functioning again! Joanne...U kena again...

But what? What are they doing there? As I came down the stairs leading to 130BB, I heard stronger laughing voices....Eh, gals, control voices ma....

I saw him and we went into the room together.... Darkened! Saukheng infront of a lappy.... Something on the screen liao....and I am asked to be seated.

A power point was played and there were all the wishes everyone had created for me...
heartfelt of all my beloved coursemates.
Immediately, I forgotten I was pissing with Jason. Huhu...pity him... Such pitiful victim!

When I read till Meeteng's, tears burst out!!! Oh shit, shouldn't have apply eyeliner. They made the whole thing so dramatic and with such sensitive heart, I was touched, so very deeply.


I didn't see the whole thing coming... I was just expecting a dinner in comfy air-conned room. Well, almost the same, but the venue was at DKG130BB and we were dining pizza deliveries.

I really wonder who is the master mind behind all this....

She must have really understand me! ....yea, u!!!

For your information, this was not our 1st time terrorizing biology halls. The 1st time was at DKG129BB. That was another coolest moments of our gang.

Wanna revisit??

After really taking in all their effort and I finally was breathing again....haha....


The next thing I knew was me, covering in creams.


Arghhhh....I hate stickiness de....bad de bully me, then I go bully the innocents....

Fred came into the picture very soon and gosh, I like to see us as a team of 14 again. This time, finally a great reunion of complete biologists! He looked tan but suits him tough.

After showering hugsss and kisssess among the gals.... I finally attempted a peak on guy.I thought of daring him to give me one....


Then i suddenly canceled the idea as it would be the 1st guy kiss for me and I dun think I want his!!! So, I sacrifice mine.


Other than poky sensation of his unshaven cheek, I don't felt any rush of adrenalin.

Well, King, u are no longer the one...

One on the list...

 From fred....n key chain from spain....woot

To Syndy, Jayne, Meeteng, Pauline, Yiqian, HuiLee, Yinfong, Saukheng, Chin Fang, Pumpkin, Laymei, Jason, Fred....

 Prettie hor~

U guys are the reason why I did not regret choosing biology in UKM. You guys give a reason to stay and I found myself loving each of you gradually. 3rd year finally started and I feel a need to appreciate the moment we have now. N yes, the year started with a BANG with that celebration.

I had great fun tonight and again, thanks so much dearies... I cried as I can't believe that I am actually blessed and surrounded by so much loves. Jc really fears loneliness....

with u and all~ i wont~

With so much of compassion, I don't think I need to break my egg....LOL.

Seriously?? 

=))))

Happie 22nd to Jcdagreat!!!

After much trying, I finally captured some nice photos of myself....Obviously, I have to be prettie in the 1st place (ignore the self-indulgence...it's my bday anyway). Then with simple editing, 

VOILA! 

Something I think great turned out! Well, nobody should ever deny Jc's talents! Whatever comes out from my hand, it has to be great if not splendid! 

LOL

You ready???

Welcome the ever fierce Jcdagreat...

Erm, I dun meant to dress sexily...I oozes sexiness even when I wear long sleeves and turtle-neck collared blouse. Well, I was hiaoing at room.... with nobody but myself. For what I need to hide, right?~ Make sense huh?

Oooo...Green eyes

I am a gal with many dreams. As u see my passion in SS, you should have guess modeling has also been in my thought for sometime. But I am not a born darling with a smashing pretty face to display. 

Now that I have found my guts to believe that I could be charmingly beautiful, I am no longer afraid to admit who I really am.

My flaws complete me

and they make appreciate myself even better

Ooops, this is supposed to be my Bday wish to myself....haha. Friends, you noe what most important to me is that you guys love me, that I have successfully bring you happiness and plays a role in your live. Those that are close to me knows that I breathe n survive with the blessing of lovely angels, those that specially send to me to love and be loved. 

I thank you from the bottom of my heart. 

 I heart smirking....

29th's celebration

Edmund conducted an invitation to the new club at Mid Valley and ask around during the mamak time. Since Hooi Ling is going, so I agreed. I was a lil worried as this trip would be my 1st visit to a club. 29th is somehow a busy day. A lot of complications happened on that day. 

Firstly, there was a small accident happened at the roundabout before entering the toll. Hooi Ling called it as a car kissing agenda. It wasn’t funny but she made it sound hilarious. I was on the phone chatting with my course mate after she scared me about the fact that I skipped class and it made a fuss in the class. It didn’t happen though. I don’t know if I was too loud or what, that might potentially influenced the driver. If the fault is on me, I am very sorry. I didn’t mean it... I never thought my voice could be that harmful!

LOL

Anyway, we proceeded to Mid Vel. I was quite silent during the ride as I was thinking a lot about the matter.... and still pretty shocked. After few wrong turns and missed junctions, we finally arrived to The Library. This club was packed as I heard there will be free flow for a period of time on the night. This club is not the typical one I thought of. It’s more like a lounge or pub where live jazzy band plays their gigs. 

u hiao ar...not me

The songs selection was great... Stand by me~ Sweet child of mine~ Damn... I went in and sang along while....well, jazzy numbers are not danceable,  

still is shakeable...

So, while I was having fun with the song, the singer sorta caught my enthusiasm that he switched his direction toward me when he sang.  

Adoi....

I suddenly felt demure!  

What in the world?! I was like the only one standing who dance solely among the stills. 

Aiks!! I can’t believe I can get high with jazzy songs. I was under the influenced of beer if you must know. I did felt my legs wobbling. But I was still very conscious, in fact, far alert than I normally am.

Whoah...beer cures blur-ness!

It was good to have a more subdued environment for my 1st visit to the club. I fear I can’t control my wildness.

After that, we heard a bad news happened to our friend. This sorta matter bothers me...saddening a. Soon, we switched place to Red box. I just knew something was amiss when all of them suddenly became eagerly interested to know when my birthday is.

So we went there and proceed with the idea even though it cost so much for only few hours left. In the first hour of karaoke, we were basically debating..

. the Malaysian version of Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus,

live,

entitled 

“He said, She said”.

I said we better continue K-ing....haha. It was fun having such serious chatting about boys n gals but I fear it would leads to fighting... matching 5 Vs 5 eh

Eventually, everything calmed down and finally K continued. I didn’t know that Ed is a good duet partner and Boss de voice not bad ar....Well, I never K before with this gang except for Hooi Ling. I hope I didn’t scare you guys... I was considered pretty much in control that night. 

You are not ought to see this normalcy ever again....

*evil laughing*

 

I had lotsa fun.... many of my 1st times gave to newtuners already. 

Aiyer....