My First Baby Step

I have been looking forward to that day since the 1st time Alvin told me that we could collaborate as partner singing in cafe after the final semester. So we meet up, we practice from time to time just to get the right chemistry between us. Finally we agreed to meet up with the manager of the Tarot Rider Cafe for an audition.

I was very reluctant as I was still recovering from a fever. Well, nowadays fever comes with a package~ flu n cough. My vocal was badly effected. Sigh. I was being crazily uneasy the whole Saturday morning. Then Alvin called to deliver another shocking news. We were asked to perform on that night if we pass the audition. God Damn It!!! I was not sure if I can sing the whole night with this condition!!!

My team mates Alvin and Chloe kept me assured that I was alright and they will back me up. They did =) That gal was fantastic! She sang the same song that demands high quality in vocal for 3 times in a day and she sang it effortlessly. Pure good vocal. I'm seriously envy~ Well, we both have different type of vocal genre. We compliments each other quite well as we both have the same range, hers perhaps higher =)

It was our first combination on that very night with none having the experience in cafe singing yet. It was rough, raw and slightly off harmony as we were sorta tumbled here and there a little bit. But all in all we managed to pull thru. We really need to learn how to talk and sing to a crowd that are not very responsive. I'm not used to sing to a crowd that do not applause my effort. XD. I guess I'm pretty much pampered by my friends~ 

I suppose If I could make head turns and make em stop chatting for a moment just to listen to me, that would be a silence applause I deserve =) 

I'm glad to have my few dearest there to support me that night.

EE Wen, OPM, YoKeShan, Christine... It means a lot to me. Your presence ease my nervousness for real. You guys miss out my best song though... Stand by Me XD. 

Anyway, I will be having my gig Every Saturday night from 9pm to 12 am at 

***Tarot Rider Cafe*** located at Seremban 2

 I hope to see you there

" I must take the baby step till I'm full grown, full grown"

So sing Fergie in Big girls Dun Cry

Allow me to walk my baby steps. It's a long and winding road & I dun wish to walk alone.

Wee**

My article is published.... 4th one le =)) Erm... The top part yea. Check it out @kampus

I hope it truly represent what a girl really wants

Result !!!

Following the fever, My voice is badly affected. I lost my range and all strength. Damn it. It was so devastating!!!

I've never sing so badly for a very long time. Feel so down graded for not being able to hit the right notes. I suspected the result, but I thought I could give it a shot, just to see if I can really pull through any song when I'm sick.

I'm so bloody sucky. I will not ever risk my voice any more for I understand how important it is to me. Nobody can tell you how much it does unless you truly depend on it to survive. 

Result out jor!!! Was held by Stu Ukm earlier cuz I haven't pay the fee. I didn't know that I need to pay it so fast. U, truly blood sucker. Sigh!!! Paid this noon. So, just know I checked via SMPWeb, and tadaa... 3.33. Shud be my 2nd lowest score to date =(

Thesis = A  seriously all effort didn't go down the drain. Extremely proud!! For this six credit hours, I suffered for a very long duration, but every of the conscious minute I spent on my Thesis teaches me a life time lesson.

Sistematic Mol. = A- (my 2nd Fav)

Genetic Resource management = B-

And My First Ever C for the entire semesters in UKM goes to :

ANIMAL BREEDING = C+

Wahaha.... luckily X fail man. It was bloody hard cuz I was basically a blind man when I walked into the hall. Zero knowledge of the subject and I was 100% depending on the past year paper. Mana tau kena fool la...

Ha, FU AB!!! 

I dun love U!!!

Oh o.... Lastly, Spanish pass! Im super duper relieve. Audited but, I respect Dr' Leyshack so much, I don't wish to disappoint her. Well, I probably gave her a good laugh with what I wrote en la espanol examen. 

Lo siento, mi senora~ hasta pronto durante la convocation =))

Ahoi, So wanna Convo right away. Can't wait to meet all my dearests. 

 Girls, is our turn to wear purple jubah lo... my fav colour... =)

Getting that C should have trigger my emoness, but somehow I don't feel anythg unusual. Eh, I think medication is disturbing my hormone... so I should call this calmness, invalid. Hmm, ~ Now I need to fan all the bloody charges UKM is applying on us. I'm not paid yet I need to pay so much! Walou eh... 

Rules are Rules, but if it's unreasonable and unacceptable, changes ought to be made. 

I always dislike seeing animal carcass on the road. It just tells me that how clueless the animals on the road and how ignorance human being can be. There will be a day, I gain fame and fortune. That would be the day I voice out to those pitiful souls~ mark my word.

I dun like

U always made me feel unworthy... I guess I don't mean that much to you... I don't like it when I'm ready to converse, you wave goodbye. I don't like it when I want to talk, you wish good night. Whoever it is. In whatever situation or time. I'm far better being left not responded rather than left hanging. I don't like this feeling. 

Thinking back, this is exactly what I do when I do not wish to talk to that person. That person might be either a jerk or someone I just am not compatible with. Long chat will definitely makes the relationship turn sour, so it's wise to be kept minimum. So are you doing the same to me? Keeping it minimum? To set barrier? Hey, it was tough at 1st to just keep you as best friend but i did. I just miss you as dear friend! Sigh... Why am I being so explosive is anybody guess. I think I know why. But I won't let it. 

If he comes along well, I will accept him. I will choose him over you. 

I'm sorry... Im just taking the shits outta my head. N i don't wanna be positive and giv all the right reason to give way to what you have done. For once, let me be a hard core stubborn and unreasonably ridiculous fwen of yours. Forgive my insecurity... I don't mean it.

I had my blood examine that day... I finally know my blood type. I wish I could be AB+ holder~ you know to be stingy for once. Hmm, I guess Malcolm is right alter all. I'm born to be an O+ holder... 

~Universal Doner~

Then I examined my full blood picture. WBC, RBC, PLT and all components are normal except for my hemoglobin level. I'm in the normal range but I have the average guy level. > < LOL

For those who are close to me, they knew how much I am afraid of needle... The biggest reason why I hate Dentist. But currently, I don't feel right... and since I'm "working" in Pathlab and I don't get paid at all, why don't have a free screening for myself. Oh, bad news. After the bone scan test, as expected, my calcium level is indeed lacking. I am so close to the barrier of the danger zone. Sigh... 

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I was seeking for Malay songs esp those my favorites for the gig purpose. I knew those songs very well, but my guitarist might not. I seek for the lyrics as well. While going through Siti Nurhaliza lyrics, I suddenly remember a performance I did during someone else wedding. I was in standard six. My dad send my name and the song I sang in my 1st competition in school Purnama Merindu. I was called upon and so I went up the stage. Somehow, I love another upbeat song, Satu Cinta Dua Jiwa at that moment, also by Siti. So I asked for a change of song and I sang it proudly. I don't remember being terrified but my eyes were very much on the TV cuz I don't remember the lyric much. Even now~Oh well @@

I was already singing Siti before I was expose to English songs. 

She was my first love if I were to ignore Sammi Cheng cuz I can't sing Chinese for that time being. My 1st album was also Siti's~ 1st or 2nd. I remember I was drawn to the song Purnama Merindu when it was played repeatedly on TV and I actually went to the store and seek for it. 

Before I knew or I was told that I am terrific in English songs, I thought I sing Malay's best. Now I would say that I have a style. My vocal is distinctive. A little bit of soul with a heavy touch of RnB??? Do tell me please... Where do I really stand?

I miss You

5th jamming

It has been along time since I last heard a great voice... She would be an additional member in the original duo partnership. Her voice is so pure and clear... sustainably nice and full... If I ever see her in cafe singing with such vocal, it would really challenged my confidence. I would doubt myself as a good singer and if I were even close to good. Now is a different story. We are gonna sing together and this will really push me further for betterment We clicked instantly as we are both friends to Alvin and she is just nice. The last song we duet, Purest of Pain was simply amazing. We made it chinese/english version and it was fantastic. I really believe we will collaborate well and the result will be a blast!!!

Suang Dao =))))