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There was a PBB Seremban Branch Dinner tonight at Royal Bintang. Well, Speechless XD. Saw some very funny characters... Really funny characters. 

Cool vs Nerds in reality. Erm... I, I wish I could slap myself from being so judgmental~ who am I to judge anyway. Hey, I can't help it! I'm too self conscious~ As much as I'm bothered with myself, I'm just too happy to find how perfect I am in comparison to some other people. How close~~ Where gone all my humility?

When someone wanna know you, he/she will come to you in one way or another. Some smart people are capable to make you wanna talk about yourself. You just wanna bare it. You wish he knew you all along because you can't seems to tell him enough. Some not so smart people will try to observe. They make you explain certain character of yours indirectly. Open questions. Only dumb people will ask a lot and expect you to answer truthfully without being annoyed. 

Sorry lor... 2 direct questions from stranger I will be pissed off already. 

I met all 3 kinds. Personally I think I'm more of a type2 people. But people shits all with me. LOL! My observation is much stronger than my verbal communication. And I can't stand too many shits in any one time. So, I'm selective in being luring to others. 

ITTC I'm coming! You can expect a huge tired smile on my big face now! XD

Sweet Dream Dearest :)

The Scientist

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

*Coldplay*

Fuck yea XD

 Oo...Never talk to JC when she is sleepy or on cloud nine~

She can be unbelievably unpredictable.

LOL

I think I'll marry a smart man and has an affair with a singer with a voice so beautiful who can play instrument. Never the other way round. 

MUAHAHAHAHAH WTF

I don't believe such perfect package actually exist!!! 

Security and passion always don't get along. I can solely fall in love with warm vocal. I adore good musical skill and I respect wide-knowledged being. All these are charming qualities I look into. But they don't blend in. Cannot prioritize pulak. So I came out with a bullshit like the above. 

LOL

Emo!!! 

I don't wanna work 2morrow!!! 

3days to 2nd training at ITTC Bangi. Commercial loan!

Pls...let the day come faster. I wanna break-free from my work place. 

> <

Miss U

Presenting to you all my beautiful biologist ladies...

Syndy, Jayne, MeeTeng, Pauline, Kenix, Hui Lee, YiQian, Pumpkin, ChinFang...

Eh....2 missing....

 My fav SauKheng

and 

Miss Cherly at Germany

Miss u girls so so badly. So badly!

JC Chasez

 

AKA Joshua Scott Chasez

Almost perfect :) Once. I wonder where he is now.

The best thing was the fact I loved him so badly, I don't have to be scared of letting him know that I do. I don't have to hide my feeling for him or to fake it. I don't even have to be bothered if he would love me back cuz it just is IMPOSSIBLE!!!

Sometimes when I play with fire, I'm cautious. When it is warm and cosy, I might get indulge with it. Just to that extend. But once it's getting way off uncomfortable, I'll back off. It's just not the right temperature. I won't allow it.

So gotta stay headstrong, heart steeled. Or I will end up falling for the wrong one at the right time or the right one at the wrong time. Disastrous eh~Seriously, I can't allow the wrong one to like me for the right reason and the right one to like me for the wrong reason too. Can I be less miserable? Well, as if I have choices now...Buahahahaha. 

Bottom line is I don't want you to like me. 

Pls.

Pause! Feel my pulse! Not racing. 

I'm safe. 

Endanger me... I need an adventure! The right one!

Bookmarks for Aisec S.E.E.D

 

The 250 pieces of bookmarks are finally completed! 

 

:) All 250 babies

~

Happie New Year 2012

This is a story about the girl that survived to another year XD

Well, nobody thanks anybody for their existence today what's more about the fact that they are still alive at this very hour~

Oh...why so emotional? LOL...Na, heartfelt jek

So, new year eh... I had a lonely one. Erm, I don't feel the urge to celebrate it. After the crazy Xmas and then the Melaka visit, I need sometime off to recharge myself. The weather made me sick. PMS made me extra emotional. 

 The day when Jcdagreat took over the stage!

Bidding goodbye to 2011 wasn't easy. Probably one of the reason why I was reluctant to welcome 2012. Last yeas was an amazing year for me. I wasn't saying it for the sake of saying but it was truly a year for Jcdagreat! 

Those moments were visually captured, recorded, verbally acknowledged, praised, alphabetically written in my blog, and stubbornly embedded in my brain!

 Random moments 

I can't recall them all, I can't tell the date confidently either. But thank god I wrote all shits in my blog. I can always trace them back and they don't lie. Just very subjective! LOL. Well, of course those Joanne's post of who crush her and who she crushes again to when she was outta crush are ignorable. Please just simply skip it. Those were junks! 

My girls... There are more... You should start suspecting... I could be gay 

Muahahaha

2011 was a year of celebration! A year I realized I needa cherish every moment spent with beautiful people. Good people can always be subjected to illness, to bad lucks to all evils.

Powerless, so powerless.... I am no god! Just the great! LOL. Dammit! 

2012... Well, it should be the year of my dream come true shall my plan materialized.

I will try my best. I will try to live more healthily! I will eat medicine more regularly. Ahhh... Fml!

I will try to live up to my wild child image. So my attitude and my image can be tally. Good girl isn't so beneficial. I will visit more places. Maybe some beaches and islands. Internal Mas la... how can you tell what's best in other country when you don't even know yours? 

I will try to confess the next time I fall in love. Well, I don't know how to love myself right... so, that would be impossible for me to commit. Bar has been raised. Not even glittering vampire like Edward can lure me... go find your bella XP. I'm buying myself another ring this coming Valentine. Na, don't pity me... You don't know what He has got for me all these while... 

Well, Same old same old la... Stay ego, stay confident, stay charming~

Look of the Year...LOL! I'm losing my youth wtf