I set myself a new FB page. 

Instead of spamming my wall i can spam a page of which people will choose to stay put with my random wisdom quotes, by willingness.

Lmao.

I have wanted to do it for a long time.

I love poetic. But im no way close to Lang leav.

And i have so much things to talk about but not many of them can be publicly discussed. And all my friends are so far away from me. Imagine a book full of lives but sitting in a shelf with no attention given. Yea... that is me. 

And my blog is far from any sign of positivity. 

Thus it has been refrained from being share out and im hiding it time to time to prevent satelites and loud speakers to tell everyone my unpublic love story. 

Yet. Not yet. I dont know how and why and when it would be. Dont ask me. Decision is not in my hand. 

Leo has always been open. I would have wanted the world to be happy for me that im lovingly attached. I would love to share how nice it has been to finally call him mine. Or yet. Of cuz along with many hiccups and some dramatic nonsense and pms posts with lotsa unspoken sourness from just my point of unfair views. 

Im just playing along the rules.

The volcano is still young and immature. Before it stabilizes i guess it is wise everyone leave this volcano alone to work out its things. 

Yes. Let us work out fine and when things is finally right, my man will proudly acknowledge and announce our romance accordingly.

I bet he wont. But we will see. 

Does it matter?

As an assurance to my insecurities and my pride, yes it does matter.

...

I think i dont just have ocd. Im developing cronic multiple personality disorder too. Muahahaha...

Before the kind and lovely joanne came back into the picture.. imma gonna post this out and unprivate my account again. 

So long beaches. 😏👿

Our dates do not come easy. So it makes so much sense for me to have every date a highlight. Silly me. I wonder if this happen to other people too.

Im so happy with most Sunway Velocity has to offer. Both the accommodation and the mall.

And of course him.

I love it when you smile and started to take care of yourself.

Posting this made me miss you already.

There will be another long break before we can pamper ourselves again. :(

Sales convention is this coming weekend and you would be occupied with people and functions.

Take good care and relax dear.

He doesnt really like taking photo and being taken in photo. So these are all candid shots.

I was very moody after you sent me home. And the talk we had about the problem im facing made me certain that i did not choose the wrong guy.

You are not just a listener, you are a thinker. You solve problems.

You can be reliable if you care and im glad im in the priority list. 

Thank you dear.

If only i can have more of you instead of just hearing most of you.

2017/2018. Wishing upon the stars.

Happy Birthday Love

Thank you Mrs Koo for such a beautiful man you made him be. 

Bless him with good health and happiness for him to continue your legacy, to care for the family.

He is a wonderful sweet family boy :)

I will support his route to recovery and continuous passion to be well in life, as long as i am capable of.

Checked in on the eve of new year to Ibis Style KL hotel after much negotiation with babe for which accomodation to choose from. He said must get the best deal wor... I made a special noting to the hotel that we have a birthday boy and we came into the room with this view. 

I was laughing so hard and was jumping around. I think i was more amused by it than it surprises my boy. But he kept the balloon fight on and obviously i was the victim. Ciss... i provided him bullet to knock me out.... notty ass. 

Feast for my king.

New year at Mid Valey. We tried the premium GSC seats for the movie All The Money In The World. Damn the seats. Very uncomfortable. Why are the more expensive seats got my back feeling more sore... Hmmp.

We end the day by singing the whole night away. The last time we sang karaoke was in July. The month we almost called it quit. 

Baby has a great voice. Wasted if he does not train it and get it be judged if it could potentially goes somewhere. 

Didnt manage to blow a candle with you this year. Im not even sure if you would want to. But i think a prayer, a warm wish and a sincere thought for your well being and our well being are more delightful.

2017 broke your heart and forces you to be strong regardless you are ready or not. Not a day im okay knowing you are not fine. 

Who are we kidding right?

Recovery is just a word we use to tell people hey, i have move on. Life goes on and i have to brave the world with an obvious heartbreak you cant possibly see but guess what? I have n will continue to live on.

And you would and im not gonna let you face it alone. I thought i couldnt take care of someone else anymore after my dog passed on. 

Never know how love really functions huh? 

It this isnt love, i dont know what it is at all. 

Dear love, i could never replace the most important lady in your life. 

But i hope when you see me, you can see a similar warm, love, confidence and joy in me.

Embrace every low for every celebration because it will never be the same. Be brave.

2018; to ensure and help my love rise up. Let him and family be protected. Let them be blessed with health and family harmonious.

Blessed my family and let their dreams come true.

And my best friends too... hope they all continue to be well and happy.

Mine? Lets just ensure all of them get what they wish for while ill take care of myself. 

I just seek for the luxury of freedom for space n time to travel places with my love. 

That would be very nice. 

Im not hard to negotiate with. Im not greedy for myself. That is a great deal right? 

:)

Im not ready to face 2018.

But i cant wait to detach 2017 either.

So i kinda stuck in this stuffy buffer period and thank goodness im not working these 2 days.

Happy marriage Woon Pei Chen. Sorry i missed your wedding. I wish nothing but the very best marriage life ahead of you. You sweet petite bunny, be happy always okay?!

2017;  a year of loss and gain.

I dont know how life judges its nature and how it truly works. The best person might not be able to get to live longer while the innocents cant be exempted from sickness and pain. And then there are us striving to live and not always being contented.

And there are others who couldnt get passed dramas, traumas... 

Life is too short. You never know it is over until it is too late. Some people never get to say goodbye.

Yet many of us take it for granted of what we already have. Sinners. When will i learn too?

2018 resolution! Lets just keep things simple.

1. Work out lar... 52kg in 3 months.

2. Promotion by year end.

3. Dress well to work every fucking day!

30 is my new 27!

Kthxbai. Ciao!