Tuesday 13 October 2009

...miss blogging...

i mean i miss blogging... not s self indentification intro okay...lol.




my lappy is sent to the service centre...haiz. so so sad.... it feels like a fwen masuk ICU.




so lost yet i cant do anything.... being not able to say wat i wanna n intend to say at that particular moments is totally suffering n i hate it. y me? this is the last thing i thot will happen to me...gosh. ACER...arghhhhh




especially wen i started to actively blog n upload photos... beh tahan




since pt is officially over, i started to wander around for stuff to hang on to... thanks for the lousy undone assignments n the insects project, i'm quite preoccupied rather than keep refreshing da pt moments... is not that i want, but those flshbacks are outta control de. all the while, the most difficult time is not during the harsh practices, is the life after PT that sucks. i now totally understand the feeling of my fwens when they depart with their beloved. i supposed almost the same ba.



amazing high ride...one heck of a journey n im loving the whole sem... again, it's the 1st sem that bring me joy. this time, tho less activities, but whole lotta impacts... been thru so much, learned so much. what else shud i ask for... now that is reaching the end of it, the only thing left for a perfect ending/packaging is my final. scoring a dean list will be the best since i have been promising myself ever since i enter ukm. this year, with majoring begin, such great motivation induced. if this point is reached, this sem will be the greatest of all.




love life... those that i want is not responding or am i giving the wrong signal. but those im not at all thot are knocking on my door. such imperfection. so, shud i wait up or give it a try? supposed, i will just wait n giv up b4 trying n remain single till... i dunnio la. worry not mr. justin, i wun let myself end up 3-0. haha... i wun n i dun wan.... x mau cum back 4 u lar...sienz...




zzzzzzz


lol


heard of a dance audition this morning. suddenly 'save the last dance' movie which i watched on sunday (tv la) becomes the motivation. shall go c how n what it's all about.



blogging in library with quite controlled posture n coldness suckz.... haiz.



gtg


....


bye

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