Happy belated birthday to you.
I didnt know. Cuz you never tell.
And i dont know why you never do.
You choose this.
I dont know why i feel bad.
I feel so heavy hearted.
It was short but very special.
It wasnt convincing. But it was lovely.
It was an infactuation. So strong i knew it would go terribly wrong or i would be hurt.
You are special.
I wish you success and happiness :)
Me and my unofficial boyfriend.
You always make me question my position and your bravery/decision.
I think im really better be left alone.
Im incapable of loving myself resulted that i keep expecting sky high demands on others on how to treat me right. Forgetting the fact that everything people do voluntarily is a way of love and affection.
Because i could do so much more.
But it is just me.
Am i wanting too much?
Is my want too much for you to give?
I came to realize material fulfillment is much easier to be obtained. Emotional needs are the terrible ones.
Are we making the right decision?