My heart is a ghost town....

So much so it is hollow on the inside chilly on the outside

Lolz

Im so Lambertfied. 

A bit bitter. 

Aching slightly... 

What do you want joanne?

Whatever do you need?

What happened? Would anyone ask? Would anyone care? What would i answer? Normal practise would be a simple okay or i will steer away from the topic. 

Its easy to tell people what i used to dream or what i wish to achieve. But once people ask me how do i do? Ill be like why do u wish to know? Cuz i dislike answering that question. Im used to be always not fine. I have never been fine. Until i learn that people dont wish to listen to negativity. So an okay will sooth the ear of listeners and perhaps mask the whatever not fine with me. 

Hmmp. But things have got better i guess. Since the furthest worst memory that i could recall... wasnt too long ago anyway... hahaha.

Maybe go watch some porn can make me feel better. Oo well. 

#friendzoned.