Saturday, 30 March 2013

Bali Vacational Rehab Escapades Part 1

4 days & 4 nights duration.

A place I wanted to go since 2 years ago. Smart choice indeed. 

I was having some tough days prior to March 20th. I was rushing undone cases & chase acceptance while preparing all necessary to go to Bali. Since this is the 1st far away trip from Mas, me & my gals have no idea on the flight procedure. Anyhow, we made it on time to the airport with some ample time to spare. 

The long flight roughly around 2 hours plus was easy as we have so much to update with each other. We talk non stop until we reached Bali. My ears were tortured badly by the air pressure when the plane was about to land. I suspect throat ache has something to do with it.

Reached Bali around 9-10pm. We met our driver and headed straight to our hotel at Denpasar, Ibu Kota of Bali. This town is situated in the middle of Bali. Hence, facilitated us to move upward to North Bali for the subsequent days.
Once checked in, being new in town & still fresh from the flight, you wouldn't expect us to catch some rest.
So we went out to hunt for supper at 11am. Walk punya walk, nothing really catchy to us. We eventually ran across the road to a Malaysian Kopitiam!! LOL!!! Ran I said & to Malaysian food. There ain't decent restaurant nearby in walking distance & the traffic was horrific. The road was highly endangering & I must say, Malaysian pls be thankful for our traffic system. 

There we met a lady who was super nice & she found familiarity with us.
She was once in Mas, A Jawanese but currently married to Bali. :)

The night was pretty long as we took turn to shower, unpack stuff & plan some favourite route to cover.
The budget hotel named Pop; Harris hotel was highly recommended. It was slightly small but it was new & smartly designed to fully utilize space. Necessities were well covered. Big bed for us 3 to sleep comfortably~ none of us fall down from the bed though. haha.


8.30 am; the gals were ready to have breakfast. Well dressed & we were served with some Baliness simple & delicate food. 9 am sharp our driver came & picked us all up for a full day trip to north of Bali. 

On the way, we passed through Tohpati, Batu Bulan, Mas & Ubud where most art values are stored. These places produce Batik, woodcraft, silver & goldsmith & statues manufacturing. I wouldn't recommend you to drop by each location if you wish to save time for better view else where. A ride in the car was enough for you have a good look on these places. We did drop in to a Batik manufacturing house but it was boring. 

Then we headed to Goa Gajah Temple at Bedulu. Only then I realized that there's an entrance fee to every tourist spot. Those who wore shorts will need to wear a sarung into the temple; boys n gals.


Roughly about an hour of site seeing, we headed out & off we went to Mount Batur. Long ride to the hill but it was all worth it. You will be amazed by the view of the mountain & the lake while having lunch at the hillside restaurant. They served buffet, Rupiah 110K per person. It was said that the gigantic mount is still an active volcano mount & the last time it erupted was almost 100 years ago. The chilling wind was truly a welcome gift from the nature of Bali to me. March in Bali was hot n humid. So get yourself an UV protection every time you expose yourself to the sun. Don't say I didn't warn you. 

 Spectacular view :) 

We went to Luwak coffee production site on the way to Tegalalang. :) There were free testing for all sorta coffee flavours but Luwak coffee is @ rupiah 60K per tea pot. It was bitter & the way the provide the drink to us was very organic. If you know what I mean. 

Then we were sent to Tampaksaring temple if I'm not mistaken. Erm... nothing there la. But that was the place where I finally learned that Bali has this infamous notty lil dicky wood crafting~ WOW!! I'm impressed. 
Rupiah 10K to 60K for each dicky keychain depending on the location.
LOL!!!


Bali has over thousand of temples. A number of popular ones & each are individually special. I didn't feel attached to this visit but no denial that it's a beautiful temple too.

The next destination was to go to Tegalalang which is famous for its terrace paddy hill. It was green, high terraces & comfortable. Me & my gals were super excited to find a way to go down trekking. Being gals & excited, we were clumsy, clueless and senseless. LOL!!! We bloody care about the consequences, we hiked the paddy hills like nobody business. It was a lot of fun but dangerous as the hill was steep & nobody was around doing what we did. My advice, stay up at the hill or get a local to come down with u. 
It was adventurous I must say but the walk up to the heavenly stairs was beyond difficult. 


The last horrendous exercise I had was the journey to see Langkawi waterfall in last August 2012. 
Our driver was frantically looking for us as we just disappeared into the greens. 
We were so tired, we just wanted to go back to Hotel after that. It was close to 7pm when we reach the Hotel. Bali time zone was aligned with Mas. But much to the east. Hence, by 7pm, the sky was all dark. 

Im super tired & hungry.....

After some rest, we finally were ready for dinner. I even had time to catch American Idol on TV :P
We walked for some distance again, but failed to find something luring. At the end, we chose an Indian cuisine just across the road. The night was still young which makes it even harder for us to run across the road. I thank god that I purchase PA coverage prior to this trip. Something I told my besties to note that if anything happen to me in Bali, my mom will be covered for at least RM360K. So said la. HAHAHA

The food was good. Really. But having Indian food in Bali sounds ridiculously wrong. 
But the hell, it was delicious!

The end of superbly tiring Day 1 in Bali. :)


Bali is rich in culture & I'm very lucky to have come to this place after their main celebration named Nyepi. 
It's a celebration of silence. My driver ain't a Balinese & not Hindu. Hence, from what I learned from his saying is that this celebration come once a year. Prior to this day, strong believers will build a lot of scary ugly gigantic statues/dolls to represent evil spirits. Then days before Nyepi, they will burn these down & on Nyepi actual day, all Balinese will hide at home. It's a public holiday, where everybody is banned to come out from the house, to work, to switch on TV... basically, zero activity. Even airport will be frozen for a day. 
Anybody going against it will be lock up even tourist. So counter check this information & the exact date of this celebration next year before going there. This year it was conducted somewhere on late Febuary/early March.

So happen that some people chose to keep some of the figures & they are fascinating, classy art statues. I didn't manage to shoot each of them. Regret no. 1 in Bali.
Then I recall the fact that majority of Balinese are Hindu, but culture wise are much influenced by animism. History lesson came calling... LOL. History was my fav subject until Form 5 where Formation of Malaysia took place.

Kindly check the information righteousness as they were all unfiltered information I have collected from my Driver. I'm really too tired to check em out for the moment. 

:) I miss you already Bali. 

Thursday, 28 March 2013

Had been loaded with work since I came back from Bali. 
Both old & new stuff. ATM lagi. 
Not that I don't wanna take leave or rest. Note that. I have no choice.
My mood was bad. I was rushing in and out for customer & all work matters. Time was limited. I was basically running in the office hoping to save the time to get things done. Tolerance level was on its brink of exploding I knew something was wrong when I started to talk like a bitch. Super ego craps I said. LOL.

Tomorrow is friday already. I can't believe I had already left Bali for 5 days. Sigh. I don't even have time to miss the view & the fun moment with my babes. 

Someone query me today. ATM colleagues - two men officers. What kind of man that I like? They have often been this way. I thought they ask related questions like this before. 
I thought for awhile... 

Did you watch twillight... expecting those uncle not knowing it...
*Oh yea... the dracula... she likes people who bites...
>.< Deng!!!! LOL 

Yes, I like man like Edward. The unconditional love & sincerity to know, understand & care for the woman he loves. Of course the look, the height, the body (that shines), the hair, the talents counts la...

:) I wish I could loan times.... My Bali memories are smearing... & I've yet to post any bout it...

Uwarghhhh.....  Faster reach 1st of April pls. 

Oh... april fool is coming too. The last joke I wanna listen to is possibly

" I love you, hey I'm just kidding"

I swear I will give you a big tight slap on your bloody face!

Well, don't mess with a tired meow who haven't found a mate!

Roar!!! 

Saturday, 9 March 2013

Happy Saturday

It has been too long... TOO LONG
since I last felt this happy. 

Non working Saturday is indeed much longer & relaxing. 
I declined to work today.

After being emotionally tortured for a long time, I wanted a break. 
Though my throat was still aching, I optioned for a K season. Quite random, no planning. Such urge that was irresistible. Had not been feeling this way since ages. 
The only one person that comes to mind was dear Joanne W. She is a perfect K date & she never once let me down.

She sing so well, she can be serious & wild whenever the song demands... Singing with her is like attending a vocal lesson.  
Many new songs were available, a lot of fun... It seems like I still had it but it's definitely dying. 
I know this is what I wanted to do. To perform. To sing. 
I need to fix this. Somebody gotta fix me. 

Thank you friend. You enlightened me & I enjoyed this weekend very much with your presence. 
You made singing fun again. 
Epic door banging & I'm really sorry for indirectly hurting ur lil middle finger XD
This will definitely teach you a lesson to behave in K room. LOL!!!

I just wanted every Saturday to be this good. 
Too much to ask for? 
You tell me maybe?
:)

Friday, 8 March 2013

I'm not Okay
I'm still not Okay
I'm gonna be Okay
I guess I'm going to be Okay
       I'm going to be Okay (/)  
I'm Okay
I'm more than Okay


Sunday, 24 February 2013

Many wonder why I did this...or rather these? Pls don't ask as I myself have doubts in every actions that I have made. I question myself a lot & most often, regret over each step that I have taken.

As far as I'm concerned, there was logic & deep thoughts prior to any step taken. At that moment, it was the righteous thing to do. I didn't hold back & I did it. Deep down, I know why I did it.

My friend told me not to regret over stuff that I have did which has no way to undo. She asked only one simple question: Will you regret it if you didn't do what you have done?
I say I will. & So I did it. As long as you take the responsibility of the circumstances that comes along. Then why regret it?!!

I truly wonder if she should be psychologist or just continue with medicine & pick up mental specialist eventually. :) Love you Yon Lek. 

Now... What do I want? I want to follow my heart; ignoring the brain for good. Nope. Silly me... Never. 
Ikut Hati Binasa. 

I just did it that day. LOL. It sucks! It really sucks. 2 times in 2 months. Gosh. Embarrassing la Joanne. 
Seriously, I consider myself being really gutsy among my girl fwens, so gutsy it kinda verge towards silliness.
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I hope his persistence last cuz I will make him see hell before getting me to change my mind. 
I could give in, but it wouldn't be easy as you keep failing me. 

I'm looking forward to March ^^ Bali on the way~~~ 



Sunday, 10 February 2013

1st CNY 2013

I guess it was a good start for the year of Snake. 
My hair was in good shape. My attire fits super well. Thanks to my new weight & controlled figure. 
No bad ass drama unfolded, yet.

It seems I could tell whether a day is good or bad by the way I manage myself in the morning. If everything goes in order & that I could look myself in the mirror feeling like a knock-out beauty, U bet I will have a fabulous day. 
This extreme confidence doesn't come everyday. So when it happens, I wouldn't waste a second to give myself several minutes of self-admiring period. 
I often remind people self assurance is very important. I live up to it. :)
You could call it a symptom of severe insecurity but yea, everybody has a way to deal with his or her problem. I consider myself pretty normal.


Sien ar... Being a good gurl is definitely not my favourite role. LOL. I can't wait for more fwens gathering in coming weekend. Night time comes unexpectedly sweet as I gathered 2 besties for a yamcha season. Random calls & dated. I have been dying to tell somebody about my current position. 
I must have done some good deeds in my past lives. Whenever I feel like clearing stuff off my chest, there is definitely someone to listen. They will not turn a deft ear or leave me unattended. 
Thank you girlfwens. Some good guy fwens are also helping me through this so I wouldn't be lured into making a wrong decision simply just because I don't wanna feel lonesome or unwanted. 
For that, I thank you. 


I could be a roaring leo feeling utmost superior handling certain issue. I could be referred to be someone people look up to when problem occurs. I could be a problem solver, advisers or ideas driven leader...I could be anybody you need but when it comes to relationship matters, I am clueless.

After some talks with my bff, I found myself terribly naive & gosh, plain stupid. Am I?
Hmmp, I'm too old to experiment it myself, so I got myself a collective sets of answers, advice & ideas regarding this issue. I kinda attended a course which for the 1st time, a number of lecturers against 1 student ratio basis. FOC lagi. What can I say? :P

Anyway, body clock readjust. The fun of staying very late at night & not sleeping... & the awfulness in waking up darn early in the morning feeling like a zombie. LOL

Priceless!!! :)


Friday, 8 February 2013

Long Break

CNY will be tiring... physically not much but emotionally, I'll be drained. 
Every family gathering comes with drama & old stories. Sigh. 
CNY is just a tradition... Angpao packets, fancy clothes, fire crackers, meeting relatives are no longer appealing to me now as I gets elder. 

Probably cuz I am always around so I kinda lost the special feeling of being crowded by these whole CNY things. Bad huh? Tho I'm not feeling it, ofcourse I'll still  provide my biggest smile to everyone I meet for these few days.

One thing I'm grateful of is this 5 days off I own. Chor 4; Wednesday onwards I will need to report myself back to duty + the most irritating routined ATM responsibility.(on call basis)

Guess I will celebrate this Valentine's Day alone; again.
Erm, someone might do something. But gah... I just made someone gave up on me.
If he don't, I think he's in serious mode & I might give him a chance to prove me wrong. 


There's another mix baby Indian-Sarawakian; a customer of mine texted me yesterday. 
"Do u like chocolates & are you allergy to nuts?"
I was like -I'm okay with them, why ya Mr. X?-
"Is PBB policy prevent officer from receiving gift?"
-Since your loan is finalized, it will be okay-

Wow...

I dunno how to respond & I'm glad he stop right there. What is wrong with the cupid?
It could be just a thank-you gift for my good deed of dealing with his loan. But it was a small loan. I did very minimal stuff. I was friendly & kind obviously but... I dun think I deserve that sweet attention.

I ady met one early in the year of 2013. I don't want this to be the 2nd one. I can't get used to being bitchy. Pls!!! Well, I'll just take it as a sweet gesture from a good guy. He ady gave me one souvenir; a unique keychain from Sarawak earlier when he signed the letter offer last year.

Y all these happen in year 2013? 
& My friend just told me that I'll have a wild Valentine this year... what?

LOL


I'm more scared than excited now. 
:) 

This no-name mister texted me Happy CNY... & closes with his sir name Chan today evening.
I replied. Late 30 minutes. Not on purpose. Simple. 
I did wonder if he sent this to everyone or just me. 
Then there was silent. No further action.

Should I be happy? Does this indicate close case?
Timing not there I guess. Just when I though the subsequent call from him will be answered, he lost me. 
My bad la. Pls forgive me.  
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I think I will forgo the diamond ring I've planned to buy for myself this V-Day. I might substitute it with CDs or LomoCam which I have been longing for a long time :)