Long Break

CNY will be tiring... physically not much but emotionally, I'll be drained. 

Every family gathering comes with drama & old stories. Sigh. 

CNY is just a tradition... Angpao packets, fancy clothes, fire crackers, meeting relatives are no longer appealing to me now as I gets elder. 

Probably cuz I am always around so I kinda lost the special feeling of being crowded by these whole CNY things. Bad huh? Tho I'm not feeling it, ofcourse I'll still  provide my biggest smile to everyone I meet for these few days.

One thing I'm grateful of is this 5 days off I own. Chor 4; Wednesday onwards I will need to report myself back to duty + the most irritating routined ATM responsibility.(on call basis)

Guess I will celebrate this Valentine's Day alone; again.

Erm, someone might do something. But gah... I just made someone gave up on me.

If he don't, I think he's in serious mode & I might give him a chance to prove me wrong. 

There's another mix baby Indian-Sarawakian; a customer of mine texted me yesterday. 

"Do u like chocolates & are you allergy to nuts?"

I was like -I'm okay with them, why ya Mr. X?-

"Is PBB policy prevent officer from receiving gift?"

-Since your loan is finalized, it will be okay-

Wow...

I dunno how to respond & I'm glad he stop right there. What is wrong with the cupid?

It could be just a thank-you gift for my good deed of dealing with his loan. But it was a small loan. I did very minimal stuff. I was friendly & kind obviously but... I dun think I deserve that sweet attention.

I ady met one early in the year of 2013. I don't want this to be the 2nd one. I can't get used to being bitchy. Pls!!! Well, I'll just take it as a sweet gesture from a good guy. He ady gave me one souvenir; a unique keychain from Sarawak earlier when he signed the letter offer last year.

Y all these happen in year 2013? 

& My friend just told me that I'll have a wild Valentine this year... what?

LOL

I'm more scared than excited now. 

:) 

This no-name mister texted me Happy CNY... & closes with his sir name Chan today evening.

I replied. Late 30 minutes. Not on purpose. Simple. 

I did wonder if he sent this to everyone or just me. 

Then there was silent. No further action.

Should I be happy? Does this indicate close case?

Timing not there I guess. Just when I though the subsequent call from him will be answered, he lost me. 

My bad la. Pls forgive me.  

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I think I will forgo the diamond ring I've planned to buy for myself this V-Day. I might substitute it with CDs or LomoCam which I have been longing for a long time :)