Many wonder why I did this...or rather these? Pls don't ask as I myself have doubts in every actions that I have made. I question myself a lot & most often, regret over each step that I have taken.

As far as I'm concerned, there was logic & deep thoughts prior to any step taken. At that moment, it was the righteous thing to do. I didn't hold back & I did it. Deep down, I know why I did it.

My friend told me not to regret over stuff that I have did which has no way to undo. She asked only one simple question: Will you regret it if you didn't do what you have done?

I say I will. & So I did it. As long as you take the responsibility of the circumstances that comes along. Then why regret it?!!

I truly wonder if she should be psychologist or just continue with medicine & pick up mental specialist eventually. :) Love you Yon Lek. 

Now... What do I want? I want to follow my heart; ignoring the brain for good. Nope. Silly me... Never. 

Ikut Hati Binasa. 

I just did it that day. LOL. It sucks! It really sucks. 2 times in 2 months. Gosh. Embarrassing la Joanne. 

Seriously, I consider myself being really gutsy among my girl fwens, so gutsy it kinda verge towards silliness.

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I hope his persistence last cuz I will make him see hell before getting me to change my mind. 

I could give in, but it wouldn't be easy as you keep failing me. 

I'm looking forward to March ^^ Bali on the way~~~