3/10....malam persembahan pentas PT-UKM 30

The nite before, 2nd oct

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''ur performance in rehersal sucks''

''i've never teach one dance that bad''

with the teary eyed and heartache, the teachers told us that...gosh

i so so wanna cry cuz i feel extream guilty for them.

this lack of time preparation and for that, we all work so hard for the past few weeks...training non stop esp the beggining of raya break.

at the end, due to hardly adaptable limited time in real stage, we screw up in final rehersal. the nite, the teachers and us stayed at dectar till almost 1am. after the tcher left, many of them cried.

every1 has their own reason of crying. i cried cuz i did not do my best too.

seeing them so guilty and i cant do anything to help make it worst.

we gathered back at dectar at 7am the next day

3rd of october

everybody with heavy heart prepared for the worst but still aiming the best. somehow miracle happen. the tchers train us again and somehow, non of us lost focus.

i remember most when we try one of the dance on stage, just after we possed at the end of the song, both our tchers were sanding smilling. one of em even showing two tumbs up. at last, i noe we finally found back the right tract.

training after training

we finally prepared for the makeup

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arghhh

fake eyes lashes

dont really like my make up compared to rehersal day

anyhow, after the praing ceremony, we moved on to a small brief but damn touching, heart wreaking crying section tradition.

we all gather in circle and each tcher give a lil speech. i was like oh no.... dun spoil my make up like last year. i try my best but still cry like shit when my dance tcher give speech.

DAMN

i like the head of control, Milo tcher

he was so emotional and seeing all da tchers and him almost giving up on us when i thought this year should be perfect make me feel sorry.

final preparation..

first dance.

most imposrtant. then the rest are like wind blows....speedy...rushy... esp when i took part in all 6 dances...

i dun even have break much.... but the moment you step on stage, the view, the clapping, the cheering....

the most powerful sourses of energy....

tho the amount audience was less compared to last year due to the exact date of mooncake festival, but, i can seriously feel that the impact was so much better.

have blessing from few frens esp kin weng... awh... such lovely dude.

he actually call and wish me all da best. so damn encouraging.

lol

da best moment was really during the finale, when we bow to the audience...really touching. that is the moment we fool around, no rules, no boundaries... hugs n kisses, big laugh n tears... such fantastic moments.

but, hmm... sayang le. me no congrats gift geh....

hahaha. that isn't important after all.

i still have many life science junior with me. my bau mu also very nice. gosh.... xiao xing did a fantastic job guiding them. of course la... my ah mi ma....

then cam whoring start exactly after we back on the backstage...camera flashing non stop...

lastly, the few of us went to the KFC24 hours at kajang.... then back to melody house to remove make up....back room on 3.300 am....

so wanna fb n blog, but guess my body no longer capable after consuming more than half a year energy just for this 2 months....no exxagerating here k

plus....my lappy got problem...u wahhhh.... cant on9 whenever i want jor...hav to use roomie de 1st....haiz

sorry yea...so many ah ma story...photos up load soon...wanna get the most ss photo of all...photo tagging not complete yet....

tee hee

thanks pt dancing troope for sharing the most amazing two months with me...

all tears and pains

isolation and pointer deduction....

GULP

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its ALL WORTH IT DA....

u all still hutang me hai tang and karaoke yea....

^^ peace