18/11/2011

Arrived early to the wedding and I wasn't really in the mood for a celebration. Tired maybe but anyway, I made it to the party. So, I was there pretty much alone though there were people around chatting loudly and laughing. I called up some friends just to cheer myself up. I was teasing this good friend of mine about him gaining weight and he explained that it was the period when he had an appendix operation. I was dumbfounded. The next thing I asked was why didn't you tell me? I can feel myself chocked as in... I wanna cry. I mean, how could you not tell? So I wasn't even your best friend? You know, I am sensitive towards such matter... because I care. I don't like being the last to know about my besties' well-being. 

Please don't let me be the last to know....

It's nice to see my cousins again... I didn't know I miss them until I saw them. They represent my childhood and boy, how we have grown... :)

~Well, I'm getting older, too~

Yer...I really X buleh drink mia... 3/4 of wine made my face red! Bloody red. I like that blur feeling though. The only time I got really drunk was on OPM bday last year. Continuous beer drinking and tidbits got my face white. I can't explain why but I was ghost pale and rashes surfaced on upper body for a few days.
Guess I should just stick with wine... or coffee!

Congrats bro :)

3rd week's Friday is coming and I can't stand being so stiff and darn right serious!

I need to breath in youth.... 

Giv me back my microphone... 

I can't even hum in the office....fuck!

I wanna smile because I'm happy~ I wanna LOL without much restrain~ Xmau the CCTV in the office pls!!!

Joanne ar...

I did something stupid yesterday! I played along the so-called breast cancer awareness game which spread vastly among girls. There will be a secret code with similar post among all the girls to get everybody curiosity esp the boys. I bet it was designed by some girls who are desperate to get guys attention ba. I get this messages all the time but never once play along. I guess I was really lonesome yesterday. I even called up a few fwens during lunch hour. Right after I post that message up, people come asking and liking the post. I felt so terrible. I didn't mean to give the wrong message. Jc don't lie you see...

Sigh. No more such games. 

But seriously, to girls out there, do check up regularly. Don't figure it out too late. The fact that I know hormone pills makes people fat, and there was once I gained weight although I didn't eat a lot, I have no reason not to blame the pills. The medicine was to soften the hardening cyst and now that I don't take it daily, I fear the worst. T.T

Guess I really should die young and beautiful!!! Haha, no! Gotta do check up soon.... When I'm ready.... Soon la!

Today I did another stupid stuff at office. Haiz. Don't wish to elaborate it... 

I really cannot take mistake well. I don't allow it which makes me constantly stressful and anxious. I don't like being thrown off-guard. Lame! I'm getting better slowly. 

I got my schedule for training already :) 

The nearest one will be 1-9 December @Bangi. And I'll definitely stay back for PT32nd on the 10th of December

Time for some dance and jamming season!

I did not dislike Monday. I fear it. Every night I will try to do some reading as in the nights before every examination. I feel anxious. Nobody expect anything from me except he boss. Even he knew it would be hard for me for at least a few months. The blurness~ In fact, if u're too smart, you threatened the seniors. I don't know where the pressure come from. 80% should be from me la. I don't like to make a fool out of myself. Yea, blame the self-consciousness disease. I still have it...=( I don't like to look stupid. So, I tried to soak everything in fast but it's tough. Switching field is not as easy as I thought. 

=(

Your Star

Nov 13-19

LEO: Lucky Day: Thursday. Lucky Colour: Green. Lucky Number: 6

Every now and then, Leo can be distracted from what matters the most. You!

Chances are that you've recently been looking after everyone else's concerns but your own. Not so now, when you're offered the opportunity for self-indulgence. Go ahead-savour just how sweet life can be.

According to TheStarNewsPaper :)

It might not always true but it's nice to know what to expect on the time ahead of you.

 I sometimes doubt if I'm actually a Leo. I'm very much humble-fied! I don't like myself now.

Stuff I downloaded and I wish to share with you guys =)

11.11.11

Special eh.... 11.11.11 

A day that will only come once a century. 

As desired, my dearest girlfriend came inviting before I thought of any plan~

Tracy@ EE

I actually drive at night all the way to Jusco! LOL... I worked it baby! 

I had my hot cappuccino at Starbucks and a nice hangout with my babes. At least the night was spent eventfully with the right person and my fav beverage. 

To a lot of people, 11.11.11 really does not mean a thing. But I was always hoping for something memorable to be celebrated on a special date. Until I realize that I could make a date special, why do I bother to desire anything special on a fanciful date~

Do something fanciful on a special day. Likewise, make a day special by doing something fanciful

Hahaha... Yea, I don't get what I really want you see~

I sent out lotsa wishes, got some replies and a call by my ex-crush who I still sayang a lot. He's after all my bestie :) He just can't help bully me... U wait la~

O.o

I guess my plan to fall in love on a special date will have to be postponed until further notice. 

LOL

I am expecting much fun in December... 

I am expecting you in December :)

Na, dun bother guessing who's the YOU. It could be anybody. I might mean somebody but everybody might thought of himself. Hell yea, it's fun! Why on earth are you guys so sexist? XD

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11.11.11

I wanted something special on that day

Something silly....

Like falling in love again?

LOL.... Working day la @@

I guess I'll just have Starbuck and then blogging :)

While waiting, I thought of doing something outrageous.... LOL.

Eg... maybe listing down the names of my crushes who crushed my heart or....

A confession maybe? Erk... No, Never! XD

I just called my King... I dun call people much so boy, you've got the privilege among all. I wish you a happy wedding registration day tomorrow. Love you Fred. I'm very happy for you :)

There's this cute guy in PB... very sweet boy XD. Slightly chubby but damn.... killing smile. If only he just shave everyday....