2 week & counting

I miss you everyday

Not a day passes by without a tear

Not a day passes by without whispering your name

I'm trying to believe that I never had you

That you were just a beautiful dream

That I have just woke up to reality

Sometimes I tried to believe that you never died

Cuz I still see you everywhere

So close yet so far

I'm trying so hard to act strong

Not to cry in front of others

Cuz they will laugh, they will not understand

They will not care

They will not help

The one I love dearest has leave me forever

Never thought a loss could have such power

To break and crumble

Far greater than any pain I've been

To endure, to last

11 years of memories

I cant promise to remember all

Yet can't choose to lose any

I seek for mercy

I seek for forgiveness

I seek for your comfort in afterlife

We shall reunite soon in one sweet day.

After all the necessary

25 years to go....

I love you baby so very much.

The hollowness is killing me. You don't go miss me. Seek for your freedom & joy.

Thank you for keeping me grounded & sane. That dies with you. A gift taken back.

:') Muah Muah.