Sang publicly for the 3rd time this year on the 15th of February. One day after Valentine's day as well as Chap Goh Mei. It was a trio performance. I specified on English songs as usual. Had a brief conversation with an agent. Finally. Heard what she has to say & I'm glad to have feedback. I only can appreciate the opportunity to sing now & I'm happy my guitarist offer this chance to me. I hope this go on. & I'll make sure that I improve myself in no time. Seriously, I'm surviving only on this by this very love I still possess. 

Angeline & SauKheng dear were there to support me. They don't know how much energy they could channel to me when they were around. I didn't inform anyone on the 1st time I sang in January cuz it was too sudden. The latest one I did informed everyone but it seems I didn't draw much attention. 

Well, I don't get much chances now especially I'm still under screening which means I only sing when the scheduled singers couldn't make it. 

I did ok. Always just OK. Sometimes better. Inconsistent. Experience will tell & I could tell how far I could go. Time will tell. Till then, shall get myself prepared. 

I finally watched The farewell episode of Glee where I just knew how many crying scenes there would be. I cried along so much that I couldn't tell whom I was crying for. I had to watch it & I did. 

I kinda am fostering a cat lately. The stray was always near my house. Since my dog passing, I have been feeding her occasionally. I loves animal. No doubt. But this grieving period is just so hard. It seems taking care of another animal is just too much to bear emotionally. Especially when the cat wanted to play. She just keep lingering around my feet & it kills me. 

Sigh. I planned to take some photo & send it to people who could love a cat better than I do. I wouldn't take her in. I hope good people could love her die die like I love my dog. Eternity.

People say that when they got their heart so broken they don't know if they could love the same anymore.

Now I truly understand that feeling. 

I couldn't.