Mad check!

Stupid ATM machines & stupid duty!!!

Yesh. I learned gazillion things but WTF the amount of hard work I need to pour in are way too much than I could bear. I touch hundred over thousands cash every morning for the week but I'm not excited at all. They seem more like junk papers to me. Sigh! 

I worked up to 13 hours a day. Gosh!! Yet my work is undone!! Weekend mau road shows & all sort of funny cases thrown to my face. Hey, seriously?

I'm more than ready to learn & be guided. But berpada- pada lar.... I just realized how incredibly selfish one can be. I freak out almost too easily & I get very restless over complicated stuff. Hence, a good guidance will really helps a long way. 

You cannot expect a baby to run only after making him stand on his own feet. 

Get that? Simple logic. You can force him to run, but do it at your own cost. The amount of troubles & unforeseen circumstances could be disastrous. Why?

 Everything happens in the same week. So little time (Yea, so little time),  so much of works. 

Probably I'm just sucks in Time Management. Since no one is helping, so dear lord, please forgive me of all the sinful bitchy unashamed stuff that I've not regretfully said. 

I swear I've tried my best to keep all this to myself. In return pls pls pls keep my sanity in check. 

I was so mad & so unsettled, I'm actually planing my agenda of fainting at office after noting someone in the office did just that 2 days ago. I was like how stressful are you really? Certain of your responsibility are thrown to me so swiftly. The hell....

Arghhhh I'm so mad!!!

The only comfort I have now is some eyes satisfaction. There's this auditor lurking around in my branch looking so finely my type. Soft spoken, good attitude, charming...but slightly too feminine. 

I realised that I have fanciness over this range of guy - I'm not sure if he's simply carrying a metrosexual look or that he's purely gay but he's has definitely caught my eyes when I caught him spying. LOL.

Well, I don't know~ He could be really "Spying" as he's auditing my branch from it's most internal to its most external. So I'm just part of the well, shyte that he need to work on for a month. 

At least my emotion is balanced for now. 

Oh, I even planned where to faint, how to faint & the whole scene is in my head now. 

This is when my dancing skill comes in. We have a technique to fall flat on the side without causing much pain or injury. XDXD

Call 999 pls!!! 

To rescue Jcdagreat!!!